Like the truth was hidin' in the light
Every smile I trusted, every reason I stayed
Wonderin' if I was blind
But the more I rewind it, the clearer it gets
It wasn't weakness, it was faith
I wasn't reachin' for a story to tell
I was believin' what you said
It's the questions that don't sleep at night
I don't hate you — I just finally see
I wasn't crazy, I was trusting you with me
This ain't bitterness, this ain't regret
It's me learnin' what self-respect is
It don't scream, it just stays
Shows up when the lights are low
And you're prayin' words you can't quite say
I gave grace where I should've drawn lines
Called it love, called it hope
Even Jesus flipped tables once
When the truth got choked
It's the questions that don't sleep at night
I don't hate you — I just finally see
I wasn't crazy, I was trusting you with me
This ain't bitterness, this ain't regret
It's me learnin' what self-respect is
He said, "Son, you loved the best you knew"
Forgiveness ain't excusin' the wound
It's layin' it down so it don't poison you
It's the strength in drawin' my line
I forgive myself for believin'
That love wouldn't lie to my face
This ain't bitterness, this ain't regret
Faith ain't weakness — it's self-respect
I was trusting
And God knows my heart meant well